by drip » Wed Sep 13, 2017 3:11 pm
I've been looking around in forums and just seeing the same old usual stuff when suddenly a question struck me. Am I hated?
I first off thought that no one hates me and it was a stupid thing, but when I actually thought about it, I felt worried. What if I am hated? I don't want to end up like Creation. I've noticed that most hated people in this game are like my age: 12 or 11. I look at my first post, people thought I was a retarded prick with some messed up grammar. I am not even a teenager yet, and I'm playing this game, going on forums and just chatting to people who are nearly adults?
Maybe I'm not hated, but I'm not noticed. And I'm sure this is true. Literally, sometimes I feel like no one thinks I exist. When I only personally message them, they talk. I don't like this at all, but what can I expect? A 12 year old famous on the forums? No way.
Even now I am worried I am started to get hated and I keep on thinking I've done something wrong. Creation got loads of hate. Destruction got loads of hate. Zarter got loads of hate. And what now, drip get loads of hate? I now realise that age gives an impression to other people.
I don't know what to do, whether to quit for my own good or just act like a git like I always do.
Have a nice day,
drip